How do you pull yourself out of IT? You know the self loathing,can't do it, why do it,you won't amount to anything mood. I start the day off great.Happy,go get er attitude. Then the thoughts start.By the time I'm ready to leave work I feel like does IT really matter? Why try?Just go home and sit....sit....go to bed.Get up and press rewind.Life is strange,you really think it is going to turn out one way and then BOOM it changes.The thoughts in our heads are so unforgiving sometimes.The complete paralyzing thoughts of worthlessness.Stop me in my tracks.

Then I could always think of him!!!!
Peace

my ADD is in full gear today.can.cot.keep.any.one.thought.in my head at once.exhausting. all negative thoughts coming in.send them on there way.lost

ugh.......

ok so now what?it seems i always try to do something and always can't finish because i need one moe thing.ugh.a million projects started,waiting to be finished.either i don't think they are good enough so i quit.or i need something to finish it and don't have the money to buy it.struggle.always.tired of it.look on blogs and all seem so right.where do these people have the time.do they work full time or is blogging what they do.oh so over it.life.complicated.stressful.ok so now back to positive.i can finish these things.get uo go do it.ok.oh wait let me just check one more blogger out.........

listed my hand painted pillows on etsy.

This is my son,Austin. He is a Photography major at Ringling College. Here at a fashion show with his work.The president of Ringling shook his hand ,saying he liked his work. That's always a good thing.

My niece is having a baby in 2 weeks .I made this out of vintage pearl buttons for her nursery. Found the frame at a resale shop for a dollar, and painted it.

BEAUTIFUL FALL COLORS....

The colors of fall are so beautiful. I lived in Connecticut when I was young, now Florida, the beauty of fall is like no other.

These are wonderful beds.

uhhhhh.........forgot to wear gloves

dying curtains blue,forgot to wear gloves! now i look like my hands are frozen!

Just beautiful things to find on this blog.All images are from Belgian Pearl.

A wonderful blog

I have found the most beautiful blog,Belgian Pearls. Go take a peak,you won't be disapointed.

GREAT COLOR

This would be so fun to have as a front door.

WHEN WILL I MOVE FORWARD

Cant seem to get going on this.its always one thing or another.life i guess.putting my thoughts first in front of other things is very hard for me,fear of failure?lazy?unsure?whatever time is not waiting for me to get a move on.stuck i should say.oh and im not a big speller or punctuation person,dont know why ,takes up too much time.its not like it cant be understood.oh well what was i talking about?oh yeah starting my life.becoming who im supposed to be.well maybe later......
oh and the picture...exactly who is this @#$%^&* guy!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOWWWW

try try again

not sure how to get a button b a follower and all that jazz

Fall Chandi

Have you checked out these ?
Twig chandeliers!!Really pretty.

TRYING TO POST A PIC

Lauren Alane picture from her ETSY shop.
Darling little owls!!
Her owls sell out so fast. Not easy to get. Take a look,soooo cute.
Happy Fall.

PRACTICING

just trying to figure this blog thing out.

How to find the time.

How do you find the time to work full time ,be a mom,be a wife,clean,try to go for a walk,eat right,enjoy life and try to create and design things to start a new venture in life? Where has my life gone? I need to stop talking,thinking,trying too and just DOOOOOOO IT!!! Not sure how to start a blog but it is so inspiring to read them Miss Mustard Seed is simply amazing. Well I'm off to work then ,walk, then ,clean,then  start sanding a discarded side of the road find..Oh and learn how to uploan pics. mary

Wanting a change

Oh how I want to have my own design business. I just sold a print of my Blue crab !!! Yeah. I will post picture of it when I pick up from printer.