WHEN WILL I MOVE FORWARD

Cant seem to get going on this.its always one thing or another.life i guess.putting my thoughts first in front of other things is very hard for me,fear of failure?lazy?unsure?whatever time is not waiting for me to get a move on.stuck i should say.oh and im not a big speller or punctuation person,dont know why ,takes up too much time.its not like it cant be understood.oh well what was i talking about?oh yeah starting my life.becoming who im supposed to be.well maybe later......
oh and the picture...exactly who is this @#$%^&* guy!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOWWWW