How do you pull yourself out of IT? You know the self loathing,can't do it, why do it,you won't amount to anything mood. I start the day off great.Happy,go get er attitude. Then the thoughts start.By the time I'm ready to leave work I feel like does IT really matter? Why try?Just go home and sit....sit....go to bed.Get up and press rewind.Life is strange,you really think it is going to turn out one way and then BOOM it changes.The thoughts in our heads are so unforgiving sometimes.The complete paralyzing thoughts of worthlessness.Stop me in my tracks.

Then I could always think of him!!!!
Peace