How do you pull yourself out of IT? You know the self loathing,can't do it, why do it,you won't amount to anything mood. I start the day off great.Happy,go get er attitude. Then the thoughts start.By the time I'm ready to leave work I feel like does IT really matter? Why try?Just go home and sit....sit....go to bed.Get up and press rewind.Life is strange,you really think it is going to turn out one way and then BOOM it changes.The thoughts in our heads are so unforgiving sometimes.The complete paralyzing thoughts of worthlessness.Stop me in my tracks.

Then I could always think of him!!!!
Peace

my ADD is in full gear today.can.cot.keep.any.one.thought.in my head at once.exhausting. all negative thoughts coming in.send them on there way.lost

ugh.......

ok so now what?it seems i always try to do something and always can't finish because i need one moe thing.ugh.a million projects started,waiting to be finished.either i don't think they are good enough so i quit.or i need something to finish it and don't have the money to buy it.struggle.always.tired of it.look on blogs and all seem so right.where do these people have the time.do they work full time or is blogging what they do.oh so over it.life.complicated.stressful.ok so now back to positive.i can finish these things.get uo go do it.ok.oh wait let me just check one more blogger out.........

listed my hand painted pillows on etsy.

This is my son,Austin. He is a Photography major at Ringling College. Here at a fashion show with his work.The president of Ringling shook his hand ,saying he liked his work. That's always a good thing.

My niece is having a baby in 2 weeks .I made this out of vintage pearl buttons for her nursery. Found the frame at a resale shop for a dollar, and painted it.

BEAUTIFUL FALL COLORS....

The colors of fall are so beautiful. I lived in Connecticut when I was young, now Florida, the beauty of fall is like no other.

These are wonderful beds.